It’s funny how I’ll go through my songwriting book and write notes to myself like “what were you thinking?” or “wow deep much?” and the more I do it the less stressed out I get with my past self. It’s like Im laughing at myself.
I think my writing is getting better. Or at least more mature. It’s only when you read what you wrote in the past when you realize how small minded you can be.
Also there’s a bunch of ripped out pages and I have no idea where the hell they are. I know I didn’t throw them away. I think I hid them from myself..
A little too well apparently.